Is it sad when i say That i might want to die today Should i worry that i may try To do something that isn't right I know people may miss me I know some will mourn I know some will ask why And part of me thinks Some won't even care why They will say 'twas such a shame That he wasted away Dead by his own hand Then that will be all They will walk away And never think of me again
These people i fear Will be the ones that are most dear The ex for whom i yearn for The friends who i adore The one night stand whom I'd want again The people that I'd take a bullet for But they would not repay
I lie here and suffer An enemy within He broke through the gates He banged down the door He taunts and screams for more Nothing can stop him Because he is me And the defenses I built Can be smashed to bits If he sees it fit to be He is my tormenter Always at my throat Taunting that i won't be anything That i am just a joke. Maybe he is right or maybe he is wrong All i know is that I don't want to fight Not anymore