refusal of life of me of everything as i sink deeper in this world of shadows and puppets nothing is real all is magic of the other kind- that terrifies and drowns out the sounds of the pitiful cries all is Maaya- that ethereal goddess so beautiful, so golden the eternal mirage- His handmaiden-partner in crime she deludes and confuses holds me captive in her embrace i forget myself and refuse to see the truth who wants that- when the lies are so lovely!