My face was disfigured when i joined the circus, A purposeful disguise, To cover the sadness in my eyes, The hurt in my voice is silenced behind a mime of joy, Freaks of the circus never matter, Hidden beneath grotesque chatter, I cry inside when i hear their jeers, The joke of all my peers, The skill of failing when flying high, Is the skill of dying when the chances pass you by, Driven into a shell that from the ocean sprang, This circus freak will dwell, Oh the tales i could tell, If i hadn't given in, If only i never fell.