oh, it hurts to talk to me? how much? tell me, in ounces tell me, how many breaths can you take before your chest feels ragged? how many days do you go without food? how many nights do you lie awake? when you see my face, do you taste blood from your bitten tongue? do your teeth ache from how tightly clenched you have to keep them from spitting poison? how far does someone have to push you to make you cruel? because my answers go like this weightless none weeks and weeks yes and yes too far.