I have spent $8480 drinking bourbon trying to forget you, it didn't work. I've spent 104 sleepless nights trying to forget you to no avail. I think about you every day, but I'm too scared to come get you. I say what we had was amazing, you say it was torture, I don't think you meant what you said. I have low self esteem and you don't understand that, you do too or you wouldn't be just like me. You cover your body with tattoos and I cover my heart with scars. I love you and the rest doesn't really matter.