OW it hurts so bad,
no one told me this is how it would feel,
the world makes me so mad,
I don't want them to heal.

No way I want them to suffer,
the same kind of pain they put on to me.
And it needs to be rougher,
something that they won't be able to see.

I know that it's wrong though,
to have these kinds of thoughts,
But the world is now my foe,
And now I have fought.

I can't say that I won,
But I know that I left a mark,
Because when I look up at the sun,
It's just a little more dark.

It feels so lonely nowadays,
Every time someone calls my name,
It's because of the raze,
That ruined all playing the game.

While not all of them died,
they were all severely marred,
and they all have cried,
But not I, For I wanted this.

While I never asked for this game,
or the scars it has left me,
I'm glad I got to participate,
Because i'm a monster.

I know that now.
I'm not like any of them.
Deeeeeeep inside of me,
there's nothing but stark, dark, kerosene

So maybe that's why it hurts so bad?
It must be.
It's because in all reality,
i'm nothing more than a battery.