The only thing that shines anymore is the way the world stops and everything comes to a hazzy crawl when I take this poison everything that spins in circles just doesn't hurt so much anymore, all my friends are inside my head, and the world just keeps getting further away, I don't mind this little cell I'm in, at least not today.
When I find a way to escape from this mess, I just may find myself without much of a mind anymore anyway, I've never found the thing I've been searching for, only found my mind in pieces and i'm still looking for the cure