Stop. Please. Can't you see at all how this could hurt me? Underneath this broken frame there is a beating heart. And you're not helping. Rage is a very despicable feeling. I don't like it. Very near talking. Spilling. Overloading. It almost feels right. I** know not why these feelings persist. They are ghosts and I am going to exercise them. Valiant efforts are useless. Hatred and sadness always win. Always. And no amount of love I bring, I'm always afraid of the hate my heart brings. Love is a myth. You will never feel it. Nor will I. Give up.
Everything about you makes me sick. I can't stand feeling this way. Never did I think this would happen. These thoughts would come back. They were gone. Deliver me from this darkness. I beg you. Bring me forth from the shadows. Stop. Please. Can't you see at all how this could hurt me?