Sometimes it feels like you and me are out in the middle of the sea I’m holding on to you but You aren’t holding on to me I don’t know who I am but you seem to know exactly who you are I’m fighting with myself I don’t know what to feel or do or think It would cause me physical pain to break your heart I don’t know what to do I just want us to become whole again
I found this in my drafts months after she broke my heart and I wrote this a whole year before