I'm at a party
I feel alone
I shouldn't but the empty seeps in like quicksand
and
I'm
drowning
in
my
thoughts

I'm at a movie
a friend and my partner beside me
bright screen
loud sounds
they are holding my hands
but I'm floating above us
not
really
there

I'm laying in bed with them
my partner
my dear
they are holding my hand and playing with my hair
my vision blurs
its fading
alone next to my love

It's not your fault
I don't know whats wrong
but
I
feel
alone
in
a
crowd