Why

I lose myself more everydayI fight this battle alone
It’s so cold I’m chilled to the bone

I ask myself why
Why am I alone?
Am I that bad
Am I that ugly?
Why lord what’s wrong with me?

Why have you given me these voices
That tell me only to do bad
I can’t take much more
Please, I beg please show me another door.

My self worth is low
What is my heart I don’t even know.
Why, is all I want to know.

One day I’m happy and the next I’m sad
It’s not good it’s really bad.
I’m up for 4 days sometimes 5
I’m asking you lord why am I still alive?  

Why,Please why am I so crazy
Why Do I push everyone away?
Why am I so far away
Please take this fear away..

I’m begging here, I’m on my last leg
I lay in my bed and I pray and I beg
Please take these voices from my head.