Before you came into my life All happiness inside me had began to die Than you came out the blue Resurrected what I thought would never be true Brought that feeling back in me And I just don't know how that could be You forced your way in How did you get under my skin? But I'm glad you did There's no one out there like you I'll admit And I'm not afraid to tell you how I feel Without you knowing, you helped me heal You took away the pain Washed it all away like the rain But then you said you only wanted to be just friends I was afraid to lose you so I said yeah but this will soon end I don't know how to win you back Those words hurt and then everything went black Afraid to give it a chance because of someone from the past But you started this, I was just trying to make it last At the start we where both all in Then it was just me, now I'm wondering what happened **** this **** That's why I don't let anyone close, I hate it Where you just a lesson I needed to learn? Or maybe you where a blessing I have yet to earn The happiness you made me feel It just all felt so unreal That's why I didn't want to let go But you ended it, now I just don't know How long will this hurt? Right now I just feel so subvert