am i real
do i even exist
how am i here
how am i
alive
i ask myself these
questions
all the time
but i still cant get a
straight asnwer
am i real
do i matter to anyone
am i supposed to be
anything
in this world of mine
everyday
i suffer
internally
there is a war
an I'm in the
middle of it
a war between
right and wrong
good and bad
heaven and hell
i think I'm going insane
trying to stop this madness
its a handgul
you know
not knowing if your just really
existing
on another
plane of reality
as everything around
you
crumbles to the ground
but still left unanswered
is the question
am i real