How do I keep it all in? I can't tell anyone He'd **** me I already did enough damage to this relationship I just don't know how to hide the burn marks of tears Why? Why is it so hard to face seeing him? I don't feel like crying today But for some reason I have to bite my lip How? Do I fix the broken pieces of my life? He's gone, does that mean I am too? Why? Does he have to be the only person that can make me cry I feel guilty but shouldn't he too? He's the one that ruined everything?