Rage?
Rage.
Rage!
Torrent of emotions within me.
Sways me back and forth.
Threatens my balanced poise.
Screaming?
Screaming.
Screaming!
Im asking why.
I dont want this.
I. dont. want. this.
I dont want to fight.
Yet. i say nothing.
I do nothing.
and then.
Numbing pain.
Helplessness.
I close my eyes to hide my tears.
Now's not the time to fall apart i say.
I check my pulses.
Listen to my own breathing.
Im still alive.
There must be a reason.
And I continue going about my day.