I had listened to
the song
on repeat
eight times
already
sitting in the
bowling alley
lot
moving only
to restart the
song
as I desperately
tried to get the
gentle carefree
snow outside
to fall in time
with the pieces of my
shredded heart
but gravity had different
plans and where the
snow stopped on the ground
I fell through
until I reached warmth
from the core,
Earth's heart
and mine beat in
synchronicity
for one beautiful
eternity
and at that point

I shut off the music
and drove home