My mind snaps
my brain breaks
everything
anything
all that I know
all that I am
gone
gone
gone

I blink
I cant un-see it
myself
kneeling
bleach in one hand
a note in the other
no
this isn't me
this isn't who I am
stop
happy place
go there
fast
I blink
I am somewhere else
I'm in her arms
asleep
us
together
us
held
us
together
us
I breathe
in-
out-
in-
out-
repeat


I got this