You locked your cold comfort
and buried all the insecurities under your bed,
The act of emptiness and a triggered numbness  grew into something else.

Sadness in  blue skies,
Warmth in deep seas,
Being partially proud of your healings.
Little earthling
No more sadness- you said.
but why is there  no light emerging from within.

Unlike the times you cut yourself to balance the pain from the insides,
Unlike the time you felt the time go super slow
Depression you ******* blow,
Go mellow,
Reality is much more harder
don't you flatten the tides.