i touch my finger to my lips, the cue for Nonnie and me to bow our heads, close our eyes, and hush, our secret to polished silver and earl grey. Bless our family, and the needy, and all the other sheep i count in grandfather clock rhythm. Milanos water my mouth from their poise-in crepe cups as my eyelashes, in squint-scope, filter antique sunshine flooding the window, pouring all over the tea set, dusting Nonnie's prayer to flush the face powder on her cheeks, once she opens her eyes and smiles, into a blush.