I wish I knew a way to make it better, but since I don't I'm writing you this letter. I'm sorry I'm selfish and noncommittal. My loving side is just oh so little. I don't know what to do with the feelings I have. I'm confused and upset and don't want to make you sad. I wish I knew why I was having so much trouble. Maybe I'm just scared I'll end up like a puddle. I'll loose you and hurt and melt right away, all because I just couldn't say I love you, and mean it.