I had everything and now I have nothin,
what was once within reach is now falling over a ledge into an  abyss of the unknown.
To have loved so easily and lost so quickly is my Achilles heal. Trust is not something so easily handed out yet I give it away like it was nothing,and in the end it all comes crashing back at me full force. What is ones opinion of a bad situation is that  feeling tenfold, what I feel is real but you where fake and I let you use me. Every time I fall for you it always ends the same. What one really wishes for is true happiness and you gave that to me, only to yank it away when things didn't go the way you wanted to. The only thing worse then a drug addiction is being the one they didn't chose. Heroine is her name and she is your mistress and I'll be the one tossed to the side. Left to my own demons and vices, to try to find a way to deal with what you left  me, you left me nothing I feel empty. You have taken everything I had to offer I have nothing left to offer yet I still have everything you threw aside.Ive come out on top but feel like I’ve lost.