In this life I have experienced many things
many joys,
many losses that hit hard
happiness that made life a high
sadness and sorrow that bought me to my knees
pain,Pain in my heart that cuts deep down insid
It runs thru my veins
Pain is me
On the paths I've walked I've cut and grazed and shredded my feet
No easy path way was ever paved for me
I have created and given life
Watched first breaths and first steps
First everything at least once around
I've seen death up close
I've held my breath as last breaths were taken
Body's that have given up
Became Frail,
old,broken and beat down
I've seen loss in life and not just mine
Loss is every where in our world
Loss of money
Lost children, loved ones
In this life of mine
I've been used, we all have at one time
I let it happen time and time again
I've let people take advantage of me
Lie to me,get caught and still pretend like there's nothing wrong
I've seen right done in life and also the wrong
And sadly as life goes on the wrongs begin to become more
Morals keep walking out the door
And as for empathy and sympathy
Words better left for the dictionary
Ive seen hell on earth as these politicians
Keep making the wrong discisions
And the threat of war becomes more imminent
I’ve watched as family become foes
Foes that have fallen after so long
And time become nothing as it melts away in your arms after years of not being
I watch,I listen,l learn
I feel more than anything
And more than anything I long not to feel