Time slips away
I know not where
Gazing into space
I do not care

Going through the motions
Day in, day out
Zombie walking
Full of self doubt

Can't rely on my head
To think straight
Seeking self worth
But always arriving late

Playing catch up
Emotions riding high
Then the darkness
And I want to die.

Internal battle
Rageing from day one
Totally exhausted
Feel, I can't go on

But somehow I'm still here
Taking life's blows
Existing in this world
With all its highs and lows.