Some call me the beginning, and some call me the end. My sunsets appear on your way home from work. Coffee warms your body in the slow frost of my mornings. Your mother and father were born on my fourth day fifty-eight years ago. And now you don’t know whether you should celebrate or mourn, remembering the accident that took your father's life. You spend my days waiting for letters that may never come; and wondering if you will get that job you have always dreamed of. You lay making lists of to-dos you may never get done. Next month, you plan to tell your lover you are ready for the next step. Your wishes are different now that it is no longer last year. It is time for you to leave your ****** apartment where the broken heater doesn’t keep you warm during my thirty-one days. It is time for you to learn to love me.