if i die...can i decide where to go... this gurl put a knife in mii hand for me to hold...and i see..tht this..girl looks exacly like me...where i am.. is so cold...every where i go..this girl shows...in through the door.. i go..it close..uhmm yea and this gurl everyone knows...to me she keeps holding on...dark glass all around..but i can still see my image... so ig this girl i believe is me...****** in the 1 degree...in this book i see....the author is this girl and the illistrator is meeeee.....