Surrounded by candles, I write, "I love..." these candles so unilluminant give off little light, but bunched together, they light up the night. Looking behind me and my past, I see a long, twisted, and gnarled road of life I have lived, branches everywhere. Mostly all dead ends because I lost what was most important om them. But a new one has opened for me: A path that leads to a beautiful, funny, smart, talented girl named... I can't say it. You'd laugh, cause you know her. And I love her...