sure, maybe the abuse wasn't my fault, but the repercussions of how i dealt with it are yeah, maybe one day i'll be better, but "one day" doesn't exist right now nothing besides this moment exists; not the past or future but isn't it queer how mistakes still exist even if yesterday doesn't isn't queer that mistakes i have made determine how i feel right now, what i felt yesterday, what i will feel "one day" so sure, maybe one day i'll be better