if you asked me last month what I thought was our downfall
I’d easily say it’s the space between us
There’s just too much space
Too much space for pain
For Distrust
For Dishonor
For Disrespect
Today I know that’s not true
Space doesn’t cause issues
It emphasizes the fear that was always there
I
Don’t
Trust
You
You cheated on me in the past and I forgave you
But now, when you don’t call
When you’re not present
When you’re away and not answering
I’m filling the empty space with every possibility of what you could be doing
It’s ironic how everyone is always trying to be ‘right’ all the time
But in this moment, I’ve never wanted to be more wrong
The space didn’t **** us, baby, you did