That gold Saturn haunts my dreams Kurt Cobain can't sing over my buzzing thoughts I need to remind myself to breath I scream I scream I SCREAM... yet no sound comes out Drunken Fetus The womb should protect Yet it poisons They say I'm crazy my therapist doesn't agree You're privileged beyond imagination, stop wallowing in self pity His regrets have ruined my bliss All I remember is the strobe lights illuminating the Constitution and the whisper SHOUTING over the mix of techno and Bohemian Rhapsody He is just a faceless memory *** Drugs Rock 'n Roll, I wish Noseless That gray cat's face is so ugly it's kinda cute Newly christened shot glasses The cancer and chemo have eaten away at his patience Illusions of happiness I hate her I hate her I hate her but she gave me life White seas shells on head stones God I Miss you...
I named this after my paternal grandmother. I purposefully used her given name, instead of her married one. These one liners have a lot of meaning to them, they tell my story.