It is not your fault to feel guilty in any way, what I feel for you grew from knowing you and understanding that if I tried to put a value on what your every ounce of your weight is worth in precious metals, you are priceless. I know what you mean, at first I felt confused because I didn't want to feel this way about anyone, two things let me know what I feel for you is genuine and deep, one is that I'm willing to do just about anything to make you happy so we can be together and two is that instead of giving up my dreams I want to reach them so it can bring us a better, happier life.