.....im scared...... I always thought that was a sign of things getting better... but will they? I always thought things would be okay will they? Does she still want me? I cry at the thought of losing her but what if she doesn't want me? What if she's just with me because idk what I'd do without her or how I say no when she tries to break up with me? She could be tired of me Tired of me shedding tears for the smallest thing Getting angry for the smallest thing Getting sad for stupid reason she has so many reasons to leave Why is she still here when she could find someone better? She deserves better I just I just can't let her go even if it's the right thing to do I love you I miss you I'm sorry for everything It's all my fault You shouldn't go through this I'm sorry...