All I know is
I’m waiting for something
Something that won’t happen

All I know is
I’m hoping for something
Something that can’t happen

All I know is
I’m praying for something
Something that won’t happen

All I know is
I’m wishing for something
Something that can’t happen

All I know is
I’m paying for something
Something that won’t happen

All I know is
I’m dying for something
Something that can’t happen

All I know is
I’m fighting for something
Something that won’t happen

All I know is
I’m trying for something
Something that can’t happen

And if I feel something coming my way
I will surely doubt myself a thousand times over
And so this will remain all I can know.

I cannot know myself
I cannot know the truth
I cannot know a thing
All I know is
I’m here for something.
Or perhaps… someone.