I knew you were about to leave. I knew about the rose you plucked in the garden that caused your fingers to bleed You told me you'd be gone for a while so you could take away the thorns and no holes would be seen in your hand once you tried to reach the forest that was resting on mine. But I've heard that before. I've heard farewells disguised as something beautiful, something rare. I knew about the songs that fell silent when it heard the other one stopped listening. I knew about the doors that opened and then got slammed by the hands it let in. As you have said, I've had forest on my hand, but what I heard was the fire you tried to soak me in. I never told you about the rain that also burned inside me. You will not be my destruction.