Although you are not home,
everyday is littered with traces of you.
I'm sorry that I missed the phones calls and i'm sorry I cannot write.
All these years you have been gone have ironically filled my empty heart with the greatest of sorrows.
Now these years are ending and everyday there is hope that i'll see you tomorrow.
I'm not here to justify or to make right of what has gone so wrong.
Alright, fair enough, we weren't given the best life but now it's all we've got.
I thought I needed you all along but now I truely need you.
I need you to be better and I need my healthy brother.
Now there's only taking your meds and no more playing pretend because travis just as much as you need us, we need you home.