Forgive me for my sins
I've don't a lot of bad things
Unnoticed actions taking place
No emotions shown only a blank face
Can't feel happiness can't feel love
But I dream of one day meeting my white dove
I now my actions from back then carved my future
I was a student while life was the teacher
Followed more the bad than the good
A young boy trying to make someone of himself in the hood
But it's to late now to notice the wrong already caused
Not the strongest believer in god
Every time I prayed I never got a sign
That's why I always thought they where lying
I've seen my mom crying
The devastation in her eyes of seeing her baby boy dying
All the emotions they are hiding
Nobody wants to be seen weak so they still trying
Hide behind blank faces the truth so horrifying
I'm more of a sinner than a saint but I'm still learning
And the the pain from the past is still hurting
To make everything right again I'll pay any cost
If you can't show me the way than forgive me for being lost