I finally realized that the old saying is true, you don’t know what you have till it’s gone. I know that now with the coming of every dawn.
   We can’t go back and change what happened in the past, we can only pray and hope that the next one will last. I need to calm down and quit taking things to heart, that’s my problem and it’s usually the biggest part.
   You can’t make someone love you no matter what you say or do, I have learned that from you. I’m pretty sure you were the love of my life and you got away, I’ll pay dearly for this mistake for the rest of my life... what can I say.