as i lay here
i wonder
when will i be enough
enough to love
enough to prosper
enough in your eyes
the pain cuts deep
pain? pain!
i feel myself cold
i don't need a sweater
im not sure what it is i need
guidance?!
definitely not from you
what i want from you
is to leave me alone
im tired of living in fear
im tired of walking on eggshells
im tired of not being enough
enough
in your eyes?
never
i have to start with myself
i feel myself at the bottom
bottom of what?
im not too sure
and even if i did
i wouldn't tell you