The rain falls. Tapping at my window. Welcoming me. Catching a glimpse of my adolescent face in every drop. The shell supports everything. Thick iron bars crisscross. They form diamonds. Metal coils around the muscles in my face. All I see is yellow. Brain twitches. Fan blades spin in the drums of my ears slicing the aroma of euphoria. A rib cage slowly ascends and lowers. But it is not mine. I don't breathe. Summer doesn't exist. Only Fall does.