It’s ok to miss it
At first, it just made me cry to think of us
I wanted so badly to go back
Turn around, forget the last month and be us
The two idiots who somehow turned amazing *** into a relationship
The person who I could *** in the shower with
The person who wrestled with me until I gave in
I tried to forget those people
Who became best friends

But, it’s ok to miss it
It’s ok because it is something that has changed me for the better
Something that instead of seeeing as over can be a standard for everyone else
A standard of love, of freienship, that I will hold everyone to
A love that gave me the opportunity to rebuild myself
To see my worth through my strength

So, I sit here
Still able to cry about our memories
But learning to cherish
Cherish the love that can be built
The connection that makes you crazy
It’s ok to miss it
It shows you how far you’ve come