I walk aimlessly around
waiting serching for someone whos not there

I feel alone in a crowd
none of these people are her

Shes suppose to be here
shes suppose to be smiling laughing and telling me stories

she was my best friend
now I walk half gone

I'm like a balloon
tied to her my rock keeping me grounded

than out of nowhere I'm cut
I have no anchor

lost only a needle away from falling apart
I lost my rock

she held me together
she kept me safe

and I will never see her again
and all I know is

Its not suppose to be this way