Television playing in the background
Not paying attention
Scrolling through Facebook like flicking through channels
Thoughts are racing
Did I say that out loud?
I can’t tell
He’s ignoring me
Says I’m too much right now
Want to be touched
Can’t stop talking
Want to be everywhere at once
Do everything at once
How long before I become reckless?
I’m scared
Excited
It feels like I haven’t blinked in days
Can he read my mind?
I hope not