im pushed away again by her
i try to comfort her but she screams at me to leaver her to her
and so i run and cry
and i get pushed in that dark hole of depression again
i waunt to be happy to be my mental self
but each time i go back
but i dont waunt to
and yet i do
but this time im going to be the deamon they keep pushing
pushing away
but this time ill grab on the ledge
and the next time she pushes me back ill be ready
ready just push back
and no matter what i do
i know she wont feel the same way i do
cause what she does to me i can forgive
i can love
but she keeps pushing me away
so i guess the next time ill let her