I hate how you leave me with these regrets, I hate the fact that you smoke cigarettes. I hate how you make me laugh, when I’m trying my best to be mad. I hate how you don’t miss the times that we had. I hate the little nicknames you gave me, I hate the way you make me feel so empty. I hate how all you want to do is get high, I hate the fact that I can’t call you mine. I hate how you send me emotions into whiplash, I hate our attitudes when we clash. I hate how you still say you love me as your friend, I hate you for bringing things to an end. I hate when you don’t know that you’re flirting, I hate how you try to comfort me when I’m hurting. I hate how I can’t sleep because you’re on my mind, I hate how you casually come up and wrap your arms around me from behind. I hate the mixed signals you send my way, I hate when I want to leave, but you want me to stay. I hate almost everything that you seem to do, I hate how I'm still in love with you.