if you say that you don't want to do this anymore, the job, the work, the office, the spreadsheets. . .
then what else would you be better doing? what else is there to do? all thoughts are leading to ending up into a *** in the streets begging for change.
it's a trap you see. everything is supposed to be free until everyone started owning things. they caged us with most of us not knowing. it costed us our true freedom. they contained us like gasoline for their desolate machines that has no flesh or heart that no single human being could ever stop on his own.
where the homeless are right now is just pure evidence how cruel we let things happen.
you wanted to praise Jesus, and the next thing you know is that you didn't helped at all and you only helped yourself with lies to cover up the absence of reason. why such terrible things happen? leave it all to God. what is a god? leave it all to nothing.
honest, i sometimes think i believe in the terrorists. they are like mental scars left untreated, bound to do things their own way. never again to sit still in front all of these established conformity that was created for our minds to submit to, to unconciously accept as the standards or as the only way, the right way. but it's absurd to do so, either way.
i have these thoughts out of motion, inanimated,dead, therefore i failed but the tiniest spark will do against all odds, against the thousands of your faithful followers and your statuses about yourself, your beautiful self.