that advice, it's amazing take the weekend off do what you want I did Yesterday, dark glasses crying up a mountain today, swimming I'm feeling better So good in fact, could it be this easy? Am I cold? Turn off the TV silence Tears again I love you, I will always love you I hope you are in a better place Stolen from me, by cancer I did all I could, but it wouldn't be enough I knew from the start Everything as planned and well executed but horribly scathing all the feelings back, saturating my soul unbearable an empty place that can only be filled by pain in order to heal subsides Some quiet again