I see the way your eyes sparkle when you talk to him, how he tries to impress you and how you lap it up. I never knew until now how my feelings for you could hurt me, how I could be jealous of other guys. But when the two of you shared a smoke under his umbrella in the rain my blood boiled. I never knew my feelings for you could cause me pain. I told you about it with anger in my voice and you said you were sorry, that you didn't mean to hurt me, that you would talk to him and tell him that we were a couple. And now when I bring it up, I make light of it. I address it with humor, I tell you it wouldn't have bothered me but I was tired that day, I wasn't feeling on top of my game. Did I apologize for being angry. No! I am afraid when I feel so insecure. You say, "don't you trust me." and I say yes but I have trust issues, didn't you notice that I always lock my bicycle.