Loving me is hell The brim ****** coal melting the The rubber base of my shoes Leaving my soles bare And red and raw Pulsating with heat pumping Blood into my skin in attempts to Make it live again But my body is faulty And it does not know the flakes around my toes Are already gone And any aid to save them is as useless As rubber trying to fight fire Loving me is hell Because when I burn my feet I cannot stand any longer And I will need you to carry my rotisserie rotten Soles to where ever it is you wish me to go And at first your arms are strong to hold my weight But like everything else Like the iron on statues like The wood that built a house They will weaken And I will only be a burden of a beast Whose soles not unlike my own heart Makes you wonder if they are still completely in tacked And you will consider throwing my body back Into that fiery hell Because loving me is just that.