I've written a thousand words to you a millions different ways.
But your friendship cannot be described.
Your smile and the way it lifts my soul,
Your humor and the way it brings a smile to my face.
Your hugs and the peace they bring,
Your words and the comfort they give.
You remind me of my dad. The same critical thinking and opinionated positions. The same quiet as I relay my thought process. The same position you sit in as you listen and prepare to respond.

You remind me everyday that life is worth living. Because without it I wouldn't have met you.

You keep me fighting and your beautiful, incredible disposition reminds me to keep fighting.

I still get butterflies thinking about you. About the way it felt to paint you, about the way it felt to share my books with you and read your insight. About sending my first piece to you.

I still smile when I look through old messages and smile at pictures of you and your experiences.

I am so happy for you. For your growth and your love and your happiness. I have never met anyone who deserved it more. You deserve the world. Spread before you. You are an unstoppable Force of amazing.

I miss you. I wish I could see you more. Hug you more. See your smile more. You literally gave me a second chance at life. You still do. Though you don't realize it.

I write a thousand poems to you for you about you. You inspire me to live on. Stand up. You inspire me to live harder and think deeper. I genuinely don't know where I'd be had you not messaged me.

Thank you. And as always it is 10:27 pm... And I love you. Stay so perfectly you, my dear.