It's been difficult to reconcile and write down so many unresolved feelings inside of me. It's important for me for you to hear me. Yet, revealing feelings that will summarize until what point this writer has survived without you. My eternal friend, my springtime love born in April. To think about you made me suffer since the moment I found out you were leaving me. I felt my heart disintegrate, time stopped in that last kiss. I spent years desiring that one last embrace. Writing you, trying to make you understand it was enough if you loved me and I loved you. It's you who will have to say no and me who will have to say I can't bear it. I want to clear doubts,  take you to the moon, sculpt your figure, enjoy you in a mad way. Sit down and kiss each other when the purest breeze blows then write down our lives in a new page.