I'm not ok. Yes, I smile and give rays of hope, but that's just an act. Everyone thinks I'm ok, But i am really screaming inside for someone to notice me. I'm not ok. I know I have friends But they seem fake and faded I have a boyfriend But he seems to not care I'm honestly not ok. I go home, sit down and just cry exhausted, and stressed my life is just a mess I'm not ok Yes I smile, but a smile can also be many problems Physically, mentally, emotionally... I'm not okk...